Okay! So I'm getting into that chilly zone of exams again. With Pre-Univs round the corner & Univs lined up as a Happy 2009 gift in early Jan, its high time that I start studying seriously.
But the so-called 'Final Year' that was supposed to be the toughest (yeah!I know it IS!!!) & the most exhaustive period of Med College, somehow flew by! I wonder if I actually got to learn anything new this year!
I still cannot differentiate between a bronchial & vesicular breath sound.
I still get my vertex & breeches mixed up!
I still see a nothing more than a tiny scrawl while reading an ECG. (Okay, maybe I can tell you where a ST elevation is, but that's only when I'm told beforehand that its a MI ECG)
I still don't know the the Glasgow coma scale.
I still can't get an IV line in!
I still can't auscultate & recognise a heart murmur on my own!
Although there are some things that I can do, too (tho they're really numbered):
I can tell you what a 'strawberry tongue' is.
I know a lot of things eponymous with 'Charcot' in medicine :)
I know the triad of congenital rubella syndrome.
I know what 'Battle's sign' stands for.
I might not know the exact components of Brown-Sequard syndrome, but I do know how it was discovered :P
I know what Pickwickian syndrome is.
I know the story behind Ondine's curse.
I know what a Keel operation is for. (It may be obselete, but who cares. The examiner will pop the question anyway!)
[One thing that I realised this year is that somehow, I'm good at just one thing. Eponymous syndromes & signs!! & the rarer the better. :) Of course, these aren't gonna come in use in any time during my medicine career. But then, these are about the only things I can learn with low input. Wonder if someonw would hire me where I just have to tell the components of named syndromes. Man, I would love that job! :D ]
I know for sure that however much may I love Med College, I ain't no match for "FINAL YEAR"! It calls for continuous studying, with lo-ooong hours of cramming & rote. Well, my butts aren't prepared for that kind of sitting! So then, I might face a tough time just trying to pass some of the subjects. * Do pray for me!!*
& know the final year's almost ended, with me just worrying about finishing the syllabus. With the exams at a really scary distance, I'm still not one with even the first read of books! Haven't even purchased Psychiatry & Anesthesia ki books! :(
Well at this point of time, it seems kinda stupid for me to be still sitting here moping about the epic-course & my tiny pool of knowledge, when I should be studying surgery. But hey, this was a great way to let off steam.
Right, I might as well get back to reading how to amputate a limb now. :/
*Plus one more thing on my mind right now: I HATE OBS!!!!!